Music and me part 3

The result was negative.....they should not treat me like that. At least , they told me the reasons why i wasn't accepted.....hey,...i'm a good singer. but...who else want to listen to my whisper. HMM...this audition made me frustated and gave up to be a nasyid singer......

(sigh)..no more tamarind juice, weird routines, and heavy disciplines. MUSIC!!! you made myself in disaster...i was ashamed after failing to be part of the team...the elit team (moaning....)..i won't feel your lyrics...mingle with your soul and taste your rhythm..... I WILL NOT.....EVER!!!

because you made me such an idiot man....desperate junior....you are USELESS?


(surprisingly, now you like to sing and you use to say..."hey, music is a part of my life..".yet...this post show the ironic situation).

....to know what happen to me? Why I did not keep the promise? was I a rhetoric man?....wait it's sequel where i'm going to explain all these questions in music and me part 4....

BRO.BAYU